WOW, D.N.A. IS A WONDERFUL DRUG!!!!
LAST WEEK, I POSTED TO A COUPLE OF YAHOO GROUPS A QUESTION. CAN U SEE UR PARENTS WITHIN U? NOW HERE IT COMES IT BITE ME IN THE ASS!!!!
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH MY FATHER AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER DONE GOT ME THINKING. AT FIRST, I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE, UNTIL REALIZED IT WAS HIM. I WAS LIKE "WHAT DO U WANT?", HE SAID "NOTHING, JUST WANTED TO HEAR UR VOICE", I SAID "OK, NOW GOODBYE!!"
THEN HE SAID TO WAIT UP AND ASKED HOW HAVE I BEEN? THAT QUESTION BROUGHT FORTH SO MUCH ANGER, SO QUICKLY THAT IT CAUGHT ME SURPRISE.
HE THEN SAID THAT I HAVEN'T CHANGED AND I'M LIKE "SO?". THAT WHEN HE HIT ME THAT WE ARE ALL WE HAVE. I'M LIKE, "WTF?" THEN HE CHANGED IT TO THAT I'M ALL HE HAS OF MY MOTHER.
I FELT FOR HIM, BUT HE SHOULDA BEEN AROUND FOR IT TO HAVE BEEN EFFECTIVE. THEN HE WENT INTO TELLING ME THAT HE UNDERSTOOD Y I DIDN'T CALL HIM TO TELL HIM THAT MY MOTHER DIED, BUT IT CUT HIM DEEP THAT I WOULD'VE DONE THAT. AGAIN, I SAID "SO?". THEN HE WENT TO TELLING ME THAT I NEED TO CHANGE CAUSE HEZ HEARING TOO MUCH OF HIMSELF WITHIN ME.
AT THAT TIME I STARTED TO REMEMBER THE MOVIE "THE BROTHERS" WHEN THE SON TOLD THE THE FATHER THAT HE INHERITED HIS CONTEMPT FOR WOMEN ALONG WITH HIS LOOKS.
I INHERITED HIS LOVE FOR WOMEN, BUT THE ONE HE REALLY WANTED TO BE WITH, HE COULDN'T BE WITH. THEY JUST DON'T GET ALONG, EXCEPT FOR THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER. THAT FUCKER!!!!!!! THATZ HAPPENED TO ME TWICE NOW, AND ITZ PISSING ME OFF!!!!
WITH THE EXCEPTION OF CERTAIN DETAILS, I'M LIVING HIS LIFE!!!
I'VE NOTICED THIS B4, BUT THOUGHT I OUTGREW IT. NOW I GOTTA WORRY ABOUT MY SON DOING THE SAME THING.
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH MY FATHER AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER DONE GOT ME THINKING. AT FIRST, I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE, UNTIL REALIZED IT WAS HIM. I WAS LIKE "WHAT DO U WANT?", HE SAID "NOTHING, JUST WANTED TO HEAR UR VOICE", I SAID "OK, NOW GOODBYE!!"
THEN HE SAID TO WAIT UP AND ASKED HOW HAVE I BEEN? THAT QUESTION BROUGHT FORTH SO MUCH ANGER, SO QUICKLY THAT IT CAUGHT ME SURPRISE.
HE THEN SAID THAT I HAVEN'T CHANGED AND I'M LIKE "SO?". THAT WHEN HE HIT ME THAT WE ARE ALL WE HAVE. I'M LIKE, "WTF?" THEN HE CHANGED IT TO THAT I'M ALL HE HAS OF MY MOTHER.
I FELT FOR HIM, BUT HE SHOULDA BEEN AROUND FOR IT TO HAVE BEEN EFFECTIVE. THEN HE WENT INTO TELLING ME THAT HE UNDERSTOOD Y I DIDN'T CALL HIM TO TELL HIM THAT MY MOTHER DIED, BUT IT CUT HIM DEEP THAT I WOULD'VE DONE THAT. AGAIN, I SAID "SO?". THEN HE WENT TO TELLING ME THAT I NEED TO CHANGE CAUSE HEZ HEARING TOO MUCH OF HIMSELF WITHIN ME.
AT THAT TIME I STARTED TO REMEMBER THE MOVIE "THE BROTHERS" WHEN THE SON TOLD THE THE FATHER THAT HE INHERITED HIS CONTEMPT FOR WOMEN ALONG WITH HIS LOOKS.
I INHERITED HIS LOVE FOR WOMEN, BUT THE ONE HE REALLY WANTED TO BE WITH, HE COULDN'T BE WITH. THEY JUST DON'T GET ALONG, EXCEPT FOR THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER. THAT FUCKER!!!!!!! THATZ HAPPENED TO ME TWICE NOW, AND ITZ PISSING ME OFF!!!!
WITH THE EXCEPTION OF CERTAIN DETAILS, I'M LIVING HIS LIFE!!!
I'VE NOTICED THIS B4, BUT THOUGHT I OUTGREW IT. NOW I GOTTA WORRY ABOUT MY SON DOING THE SAME THING.


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