LAYING IN MY HOSPITAL BED PT.2

HOW SIMILIAR IS THAT TO ADAMZ MOTHER????
THE RAGE FROM ME COMES WHEN THIS SO CALLED "LYRICIST" AND "MANIPULATOR OF WORDS" CAN'T FIND A WAY TO EXPLAIN WHAT WAS GOING ON IN HER HEAD EXCEPT TO SAY "I DON'T KNOW".
WTF????
THEN SHE WANTS TO MAINTAIN A FRIENDSHIP, BUT WHAT IS THAT FRIENDSHIP BASED ON? IT COULDN'T BE LOVE, TRUST AND UNDERSTANDING BECAUSE THE MINDSET THAT CAUSED DOUBT MADE EVERYTHING ELSE A LIE. HOW CAN U BUILD ON A LIE?
U SHOULD SEE HOW THIS MACHINE I'M HOOKED UP TO IS GOING BONKERS HERE. ITZ SUPPOSED TO BE SOME SORT OF HEART MONITOR, BUT ITZ SOUNDING LIKE A FISHER-PRICE TOY WITH ALL THESE SOUNDS COMING FROM IT. LOL LOL LOL LOL
I GUESS MY HEART BEAT IS REALLY DOING A NUMBER ON IT.
WHY DON'T IT JUST EXPLODE ALREADY??