COURTROOM THOUGHTS

HERE I GO AGAIN WAITING ON THE JUDGE TO CALL ME IN TO FIND EXACTLY HOW THIS TURNS OUT. THE BOYZ MOTHER(I REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE HER BY NAME) CAME THIS TIME. I GUESS THE WARRANT FROM LAST TIME SCARED HER INTO COMING THIS TIME.
I ACTUALLY READ A WHOLE NEWSPAPER!!!! HAVENT DONE THAT IN A WHILE. BUT AS USUAL, I READ TOO FAST AND WAS DONE WITHIN AN HOUR. MAYBE IT WAS LONGER CUZ I STOPPED TO DO A CROSSWORD PUZZLE IN IT. I THINK I'LL BE COOL CUZ I BROUGHT EXTRA BATTERIES TO USE IN CASE THE ONE I'M USING RUNS OUT . ALWAYS BE PREPARED, ITZ THE BOYSCOUT IN ME .
THEY'VE BEGUN CALLING NAMES TO SEE WHOSE HERE, THEY COME OUT TWICE, SO FAR. HOPEFULLYI'LL GET CALLED CALLED BY LUNCHTIME. I WOULDA BEEN BETTA HAD SOMEONE COME ALONG WITH ME. ROBIN CAME LAST TIME, "D" COULDN'T CUZ SHE HAD TO GO BACK TO WORK, CHRYS ACTUALLY WOULDA CAME, BUT IT WAS TOO SHORT A NOTICE , MIND U SHE VOLUNTEERED.
THAT CAUGHT ME COMPLETELY OFFGUARD!!!!!!!
THAT WAS THE LAST THING I EXPECTED FROM HER , ESPECIALLY CONSIDERING HOW WE BROKE UP. NOW MY QUESTION IS: IS IT ME OR IS IT BECAUSE OF ADAM?
HMMMM....
WE HAVE BEEN TALKING FOR A BIT RECENTLY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE OF IT.......
I'M QUITE SURE THAT IF I HAD ASKED ICY,SHE WOULDA ON THE JUMPED ON A PLANE
AND MADE HER WAY HERE. BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT HER AROUND ME FOR AWHILE. THIS BREAK UP IS TO PUT HER IN HER PLACE AND LET HER KNOW THAT I'M SERIOUS ABOUT HOW I FEEL ABOUT THINGS. I GUESS FRIENDSHIP IS ALL WE ARE GONNA HAVE AND BARELY THAT. I CAN'T BE INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE WHO CAN'T UNDERSTAND THE BASIS AND BASICS OF A RELATIONSHIP, ESPECIALLY IF ITZ BEEN DISCUSSED OVER AND OVER.
WITHOUT TRUS, THERE CAN BE NOTHING TO BE HAD . THE FRIENDSHIP IS GONNA BE WOBBLY, AT BEST, BECAUSE OF