JUST CHECKING OUT MY CORPSE.

PREVIEW OF ME DEAD
POSTED BY "SABRE"
I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT I'M SENSING DEATH AGAIN. ITZ LIKE A CREEPING FEELING AT THE BASE OF MY SKULL. IS IT MINE? I HAVE NO IDEA, BUT WITH THE WAY I'VE BEEN FEELING LATELY, IT COULD VERY WELL BE A POSSIBILITY. NOW MY QUESTION TO MYSELF IS WHAT WOULD I EXACTLY BE LEAVING BEHIND?
THE ONLY THINGS I CAN THINK OF ARE MY SON AND FRIENDS.
FRIENDS? HA!!!!
I CAN COUNT ON MY LEFT HAND MY TRUE FRIENDS AND EVEN THEN, ARE THEY WORTH IT?
EVERYONE ELSE CAN GO TO HELL AND LEAVE ME TO MY SOLITUDE. ITZ PEACEFUL THERE AND THAT IS WHAT I CRAVE DESPERATELY(?). BEING INVOLVED ISN'T AND HASN'T REALLY BROUGHT ME JOY AND I DON'T SEE IT IMPROVING ANY.
THOSE I CARE FOR CAN'T AND DON'T UNDERSTAND ME, SO WHATZ THE USE?
WHICH IS THE GREATER DEATH?
THE FINALITY OF LIFE OR THE LONGIVITY OF AN UNRELATABLE (MADE UP WORD)LIFE?
I HAVEN'T A FUCKING CLUE!!!!!