YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND......

ALWAYZ ON MY MIND....
THE PROBLEM WITH THAT, IS THAT MY MIND CONTAINS THREE DIFFERENT LOVES. MOST MEN ARE LUCKY TO FIND JUST THAT ONE WOMEN TO SPEND THEIR LIFE WITH. BUT I'VE BEEN LUCKY/CURSED TO HAVE FOUND THREE!!!!!IF I WAS THE PLAYER THAT FOLKS THINK THAT I AM, THIS WOULD BE SOO PERFECT, BUT I POSSESS THIS THING CALLED A CONSCIENCE AND ITZ FUCKING WITH ME.WHO DO I PICK?EACH ARE PERFECT FOR ME IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAY AND WILL BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. BUT IS THIS FAIR TO THEM? HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!EACH LOVES ME AND I THEM, TRUTHFULLY . AND TRUE LOVE AT THAT, THIS IS WHAT MAKES THIS SOOO UNIQUE TO ME CAUSE I USUALLY DON'T RETURN THE EMOTIONS WHEN GIVEN TO ME.I'D SAY THAT I CAN'T CAUSE I HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY SON AND OUR FUTURE.BUT WITH THEM, THAT EXCUSE/REASON JUST DON'T WASH.THEY ARE MORE THAN WILLING TO BE AROUND FOR NO MATTER WHAT I GO THRU.I'M BLESSED TO HAVE THEM AS FRIENDS TOO, IT MAKES THE FEELINGS THAT MUCH MORE REAL AND SPECIAL FOR ME.BUT THE MAIN QUESTION RIGHT NOW IS WHO AM I FINALLY GONNA PICK?EVEN I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWER TO THAT.BUT I DO KNOW THAT ITZ GONNA HAVE TO BE RELATIVELY SOON, MAINLY BECAUSE ITZ THE RIGHT THING TO DO AND ITZ NOT FAIR TO THEM.THEY DESERVE MUCH MORE THAN THIS.RIGHT ABOUT NOW I WISH THAT I COULD CURL UP AND JUST BE A KID AGAIN. THINGS WERE SOOOOO MUCH SIMPLER, LOL LOL LOL LOL.BEING AN ADULT SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!